It's harder than I think

That space giving is really harder than I think.  Really harder.  It is a part of who I am to reach out.  To want to connect with those that I am truly close to.  But I am learning how to do it.  I have figured out that if people are pulling away, it is silly for me to pursue, to go after.  I need to be here.  To love.  To allow my heart to care as much as my heart does care without telling myself that it doesn't matter.  And still.....give that space.  To be away.  From me.  From my thoughts.  From my intrusion.  Sometimes it's important to learn to be invited in.  And that if I am not then it's for a reason.
Deep breath.  Love.  Pray.  Honor.  Give space.  Willingly.  Kindly.  Without an ounce of guilt.  That's the woman I am choosing to be.
blessings.