Our lives are a journey that we walk together not in order to become "good christian women," but rather to draw near to God so that we can reflect His light to those around us. Our stories, our paths, our dreams and our message are all unique. But we hold hands and walk boldly, fearlessly......onward...creating joy, hope, faith and peace in our wake.

Friday, March 9, 2012

Birthday

My second son turns 19 today.  It's the first time ever that I haven't been with one of my kids on their birthday.  My older son has been in college longer, but he is a summer birthday.  So....it's hard.  Hard on my heart.  Hard to know that it's difficult for him too.  We sent cards.  A cake.  Presents.  A nerf gun....he is really happy with that!!  Clothes.  Our love.  I talked to him on the phone.  On facebook.  I know...what a blessing.  But, I will miss cooking for him.  Being with him.  Hugging him.  Telling him about when he was born.  I just miss HIM.
Yet, so proud of him.  He handles each new thing with such grace.  And kindness.  And understanding.  What a blessing he is.  What a gift.  I cherish the moments we spent together at the beach those few weeks ago...we still text one another pictures of those couple of days.  It's something that will be with me forever.  Doesn't happen often when you have so many kids.
On to going home to my other lamb chops.
grace to you.

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