Get Away

I had hoped to plan time with my over the years girlfriends.  Then, I realized that all of them were already going to be on a great trip together.  I am happy about their trip.  Trip of a lifetime...with a group that I'm not a part of.  But, they are spending their money and time off doing that, so I know that I can't make the time to get together and talk.  I had hoped to share some things.  To give a heads up on all of the stuff.   I don't want any of them to get knocked too hard if they hear rumors or see that things aren't "right".  I want to be truthful.  But, I only want to tell my story.  I'm assuming the time isn't right.  So, I need a get away instead of a get together?  I want to go sleep in a place not in a living room.  I want to be around people who care about me.  I just need a little boost.  But the timing isn't right apparently.  I will be patient.  I am patient.  I'm not 10...I don't need to run away.  Even if I feel like it.
grace to you.