Warmth

I keep wondering what being so cold has to do with my stress.  Kind of a weird thing.  But some days, I can barely warm up.  I wear layers.  Doesn't seem to do with the temperature as much as my emotional state.  Getting ready to run out the door. 
On my way again to 10 hours away from home.  Some days I desperately wish for my own business again.  Not to run it, but because it was a place that I could go and be quiet.  I feel lost without any privacy.  No place to just work or be unafraid. 
And, I'm kind of tired of being afraid.